My Maze...

    And the time has come. I reached the end of the maze and i am trapped. I can't keep moving with the flow and go forward. The only option I have is to climb that wall. But once I start climbing i fall. I don't have enough strength to go on... I lost my faith. My heart is in pieces. I am no longer myself... 

I knew this time would come sooner or later... I just didn't wanted to see it. I was blind. Lost in hope...

I can't blame anyone for this. The only person I can blame is myself, I am a lame person....

They say that sometimes bad things are not so bad. They come for a reason. And this time, it opened my eyes. And tears fall from them, like two big waterfalls... I am in pain. My heart hurts. I just wish the best for him. But I can't see him anymore. He doesn't need me. I believe he never did. He has someone else to take care of him now. I am useless. I wish him the best. I want him to be happy, even if it makes me sad now. 

All this time I waited. It's a lost time... and now I am a forever alone girl in this world. A stupid, forever alone girl wish seeks for someone who can heal her heart and love her with tender. I am just one more person in this big world. I am no one's world although someone has been mine for a while. My maze...